i was thinking about life just now.
how come if im a christian, and i truly beleive
that Christ has saved me and God is reallly really
real i dont act like it?
how come i dont act as if things dont have
eternal consequences?
if your a christian, you may have encountered
this kind of self questioning/judging. its rough stuff
to think about and makes you feel like crap if you think about it
too much and let it get to you.

but right now, im thinking that the whole half assed christian thing has to go.
im thinking ill start living like God is alive.

just thought i'd let you know.